But Who Care What The Night Watchmen Say

2012-02-12T14:51:00.000+08:00

Her world shattered
That day when he said
He doesn't plan to settle down with her

Life sucks, sometimes.

2012-02-08T00:04:00.000+08:00

He said,

" Just because you decided to separate,
I don't think you all of a sudden stop
loving each other.
I don't think you all of a sudden stop
becoming friends.
It is just, unfortunately,
a chapter of life."

2012-01-25T17:34:00.001+08:00

" Nothing beats hugging you."

2012-01-10T01:00:00.000+08:00

在大家前面
我还是说不出
那七个字

2012-01-04T22:12:00.001+08:00

Day 2

I bought myself new clothes

2012-01-03T23:25:00.000+08:00

Day 1

I'm already started having withdrawal symptoms
Feeling stomach upset sitting in other's car

2011-12-19T07:22:00.000+08:00

Managed to get through the day with minimal body contact
And zero kisses from him
I know I'm a survivor

2011-11-30T11:09:00.000+08:00

两个人一起久了
女的会越来越爱男的
男的会越来越随便
男的会说女老是胡思乱想
女的就说男已经变了
不像以前那么宠她

其实大家都没变
只是时间变了
因为彼此关系变亲密了
习惯对方
所以不会再像热恋那样
女的会胡思乱想

无论如何请不要对爱情偷懒
否则只有平淡
然后矛盾挣吵再到分手。

2011-11-22T10:45:00.000+08:00

Today marks the start of my relationship with braces
18 months to go
加油！

2011-10-28T10:46:00.000+08:00

It did cross my mind

"It could have been me
Walking down the aisle."

Alot of 'what if' questions
That made me feel even more uncertain
About my current relationship
Which apparently is heading nowhere

But the thought of waking up
In the morning
With him calling me his wife
Gave me goosebumps

My addiction is still you.

2011-10-25T20:51:00.003+08:00

The most painful goodbyes are the ones never said
But the heart already knows it's over.

2011-10-17T01:35:00.000+08:00

他说

＂黄色灯闪过后
接下来有两个可能
亮起绿灯
或亮起红灯。

请在这停顿的当而
想清楚是要留下
还是要离开。＂

2011-10-14T23:04:00.000+08:00

She reminded me

"we're just in love."

That's exactly the kind of words
That come out of my mouth

And he said

" I thought I know,
But I think apparently not."

" when it comes to my job and career,
I definitely know what I want and my plan."

Why am I still standing here, alone?

给我一个月的时间
我真地会好起来

在这一个月里
让我活在我自己的世界里
让我再一次怀念
我们的过去
阅读我们写过的信
回想当初的甜蜜
第一次的那份不安

曾经拥有
是应该觉得满足的

2011-10-13T22:40:00.000+08:00

心好痛
眼泪快撑不住了

年纪大了
心却一样的脆弱

2011-10-08T00:16:00.000+08:00

Shop visiting when I'm doing housekeeping
Bus journey home
Body world trip
Prawn fishing
Buying DVD with kiat at jb
Bringing Nikki home for the first time
Heart to heart talk in your old car
While lying on my lap
Cuddling under the blanket during cold days
Our first trip to redang
Dyeing hair together
Your first present for me
Your first bouquet for me
Crying when watching notebook
Cooking for the first time
Kissing on long escalator
All our ice cream dates
My first sleepover
Bangkok trip
Taking mummy ride
Family trip
Our first argument
Supper before midnight shift
Waiting for you at rws pick up point
Watching plays with you and friends
My birthday surprises
My birthday gift
Rubbing nose on your neck
Sucking on your ars
Holding hands till you fall asleep
Waiting for you to wakie in the morning
Doing dishes with you
Buying gifts for you
Playing kart rider together
Accompanying me visit the doctor
Hear my gossips at work
Hear your gossips at work
Receiving emails and msgs from you
Receiving praises from you
Hearing you say how much you love me

Somehow I just need to write down
As many happy moment I have with him
Before they all fade away

Happy moments brought us together
Argument brought us closer
Tough times made us stronger
But it takes more than love to make this relationship work

2011-09-30T13:15:00.000+08:00

You are never too old

To go to the library
To learn a new skill
To quit bad habits
To pick up a new hobby
To start a blog
To make out at the back-seat
To have a pet
To baby-talk your partner
To learn from your mistakes
To let go of the past
To have fantasy
To go after your dream
To change a new job
To read 8Days

You are never too old
To fall in love again

And you are never too old
To believe in fairy-tale ending

2011-09-28T00:07:00.000+08:00

一个人的感觉也满享受的
之不过晚上特别冷。

2011-09-07T11:11:00.000+08:00

I have to admit
I'm becoming too sticky as a girlfriend
And fearful that people might secretly despise me

2011-08-26T03:20:00.002+08:00

I never knew it's actually possible
To fall in love again and again
With the same person
Beside Nikki

2011-08-09T23:27:00.000+08:00

一个人的感觉是怎么样的?

2011-08-06T16:14:00.000+08:00

去年的四月
今年的今天
相差了十六个月
但感觉却变了

爱情真是个善变
让人无法理智的分析
自己真正要的是什么
失去了自己
当初那份艰持

是时候反省了

2011-07-21T18:47:00.000+08:00

Me," why din you bring your iPad along with you today?"
Him," for wat? I won't be using it since she's my priority, I'll be spending all the time talking to her."

I'm guilty.

2011-07-17T14:43:00.000+08:00

When did we come to a point
Where we have nothing to talk about
Staring into blank space
Busy with our phone
While waiting for the food to arrive?

When did we come to a point
Where we can't think of
Anywhere to go
Anything to do
Spending the weekend doing nothing meaningful
Only to regret the next day
Asking myself why didn't I enjoy my off days like in the past?

2011-07-16T17:31:00.000+08:00

曾经失去
曾经伤心
曾经得不到
你才会发现
你拥有的原来也不错
你的幸福要比你的遗憾多一点

你曾经不被人所爱
你才会珍惜将来那个爱你的人

2011-07-05T13:34:00.000+08:00

As stated,
" Remembering the good(instead of bad) old times could be the key to a happier future.
Cherry memories help amplify life satisfaction."

2011-06-28T14:38:00.001+08:00

你也跟我一样被忽略了吧

2011-06-25T16:08:00.000+08:00

Nikki is one of the best things that ever happen to me this lifetime
Every time I called out to her
Or when she realized I'm not within near distance
She will run to me
And when I see her running towards me
I fall in love all over again
Just like the first time I carried her in my palm
So tiny so adorable so fragile
Trusting me with all her little heart
Knowing that I'm her mummy
When she's scared or feeling insecure
She always turn to me first

I miss sleeping with her on the same pillow
Watching her sleeping is 100 times better than watching a bf sleep
I miss her following me around
Even waiting outside the toilet for me to be done
I miss kissing her cheeks and her silky ears
And she love when I pat her to sleep

I miss that little one already
And I feel so much better just thinking and talking about my baby
This is true love

2011-06-25T15:58:00.000+08:00

Bad memories never failed to come back to haunt me whenever I feel down

Memories of me crying so badly to make him stay
But he din

Memories of me sticking to a man
Who never love me before

Memories of me sitting at his stairs at 630am
No one to turn to but her

Memories of us sitting at the bench in the park
Silence for 45min

Memories of you verbally abusing me
Making me feel like the worst gf ever
And dumping me eventually

Memories of finding out the truth that you actaully have a gf all along
I'm the third party

Memories of you getting married shortly after I left
It's hard not be be affected

Memories of you disappearing after a quarrel
And me checking the newspaper in case u got into an accident

Memories of us arguing over your smoking issue
Too many sorry said and no promises kept

I'm sure I have many happy memories with them
But why is it that only those bad ones I remembered so vividly
Is it because bad memories normally have a greater impact?
On me,at least

Guys suck

2011-06-24T20:07:00.001+08:00

She wrote,

"可是，有时候我们会怀念纯粹的激情。"

"爱情最动人的，是还没有真正开始的时候。"

2011-06-20T09:40:00.000+08:00

As I was changing in my room
I looked at my bed
And recalled

In the past
Whenever I got home from our dates
Bus journey home
Or a ride in your old blue blue car

I always come home feeling warm and sweet inside
I will lie on my bed
Before I even change out of my clothes

Thinking about the day with you
Reminiscing our kisses on the stairs
Recalling how nice your presence felt beside me
Smiling silly to myself
And rushing to the window
Hoping to catch a glimpse of your car or bus drive passed me
Though I often missed it.

But I never have these feelings anymore
And I wondered why

I guess I'm a honeymoon addict
I only stay in a relationship long enough to enjoy the honeymoon period
But never wait to witness the end.

2011-06-17T14:43:00.001+08:00

How long will you wait for your true love to return?

14 years?
50 years?

Maybe that's why story books and movies exist

2011-06-16T00:21:00.000+08:00

你太傻了
不要再难过了

一定要努力
做回自己

2011-06-12T22:52:00.000+08:00

友情＋亲热 = 爱情

爱情 - 亲热 = 友情？

2011-06-11T10:08:00.000+08:00

为什么男人都不会哄女生?

2011-06-06T21:31:00.000+08:00

The only thing that remain constant in the relationship is 8days

2011-06-02T02:20:00.000+08:00

He said,
"You can run away if you become scared.
I'll just find you again.
No matter where you are, I'll find you."

2011-06-01T12:58:00.000+08:00

She asked,
"So he rather see me upset than do nothing?"

I wondered what's his reply

P.s Happy 17th month baby

Cheer-Up Room

2011-05-25T01:55:00.000+08:00

I need a cheer-up room.

It's sad that people always take things/people ard them for granted
Only when incident happened
We start to reflect
I'm guilty as well.

What will you do if your sibling passed away
Be it from illness or accident
I thought about it when I'm stil a child
And till now
My answer is stil the same
If it's my sis
I won't be able to take it
I might wanna go too

It's just so hard to let go
I can imagine how she must have felt
Holding on to him
Refusing to let go

I wish no one die before me

2011-05-23T13:55:00.000+08:00

I had a bad dream
I dreamt that my bf cheated on me with his ex gf
She came to his room one night,
Crying and stuffs
He consoled her and hugged her on the bed
While I'm sitting there across the room
When they started to get intimate,
I took out the camera and snapped pic of them
She even turned her naked back to look into the
I keep crying and slapped my bf
But instead of feeling guilty,
He asked me wats wrong.
And I just keep crying

Till I woke up from the bad dream.
And it doesn't help that bf is away for biz trip now

2011-04-16T17:50:00.001+08:00

I just realised my relationships with guys Are somewhat similar to my relationship with my jobs They never lasted for long 'Cause I get bored too fast. Wheee!!!

2011-03-20T22:24:00.003+08:00

Promises are easily made
And equally easy to break.
You made words sound cheap
And your sorry are meaningless to me.

2011-01-16T22:05:00.002+08:00

You know that feeling
That foolish feeling
That you feel you put so much effort and love
But nothing comes out of it

I thought Im over this kinda
waiting and foolish feeling long ago
But its still come back to haunt me like Im 18 again

You know that kinda feeling?

2010-12-19T07:30:00.002+08:00

"Are you happy now?"

"Yes, I am."

"Then I guess its enough."

"Yup."

"Its not a bad 2010 afterall."

2010-12-06T09:20:00.002+08:00

都这么久了
还是解不开
心中的结

我一定要努力

2010-11-20T16:45:00.001+08:00

Everyone seems to have move on.
Its time I do something about this.

A Little Disheartened

2010-09-22T23:21:00.002+08:00

One step forward
Two steps back

One step forward
Three steps back

One step forward
Four steps back

No wonder I never seem to reach the finishing line

2010-07-15T13:39:00.001+08:00

Im still waiting for those signs.
To tell me it could be you.

2010-07-10T21:09:00.002+08:00

When someone tells u he/she loves u alot
How much is alot?
What does alot mean?

Eventually he/she changed
And love someone else alot
How much is that alot?

Two years of "I love you alot."
Has come to a full stop.

"Yes I do love her alot."

2010-07-07T05:18:00.001+08:00

Although people always tell me to look forward to the future
And stop hanging on to my past.

I think its ok to think about the past sometimes
Then I will realise how lucky I am now
Loved and cared by so many around me.

2010-06-17T16:35:00.003+08:00

Its never easy clearing stuffs from your ex love's house
Although this is my first time doing it
I still had a hard time
Took me quite awhile to finish the job
Then I sat there
Looking at the empty space that I once occupied
Same thoughts again
What happened

I guess there's a difference
between asking someone to clear her stuffs
And being the person asked to clear her stuffs

Thank you for staying by my side
Throughout the whole clearance
Although I know she's thinking I have food for her

2010-06-13T20:35:00.002+08:00

The colour of the page
together with the colour of the fonts
is giving me headache
and making my eyes teary

In fact
everything about that website
is just bad for me.

2010-06-06T12:49:00.002+08:00

I realised that when guys are nice to you
It does not always necessarily means
He's really sweet and sincere

Knowing you're sick and buy medicine for you
Telling you he loves you everyday
Fetching you to work
Bringing you along to meet his pals

Sometimes, all these are just so superficial
Sometimes guys just do all these with intentions
A guy can still be a jerk, even after doing all those stuffs for you

My point is
It really takes a long time to see someone's true colour/intention
This applies for ladies as well.

2010-06-03T06:23:00.002+08:00

I used to be so excited
about staying over boyfriend's place
I named it as "chalet"
All those midnight homecooked supper made with love
hide and seek with nikki
heart to heart talk
They used to be my highlights of the week

But soon
it became a routine
a chore to me

Made me sad when I think about it
Have I really changed?
Did I not put in enough effort to maintain the sparks?

No point crying over spilled milk
I guess
I just have to hope history won't repeat itself.

2010-05-24T14:14:00.001+08:00

Can love really conquer all?

Or is it just a wishful thinking?

2010-05-15T19:39:00.002+08:00

Just one glimpse at those photos
Is enough to me to return to my protective zone again.

I drive myself crazy sometimes

2010-05-14T11:45:00.000+08:00

Anyone can be passionate,
But it takes real lovers to be silly.

-Rose Franken

2010-05-13T00:07:00.000+08:00

I can actually sense the anxiety in your voice just now

2010-04-20T16:57:00.000+08:00

That is not love.

2010-04-14T20:00:00.002+08:00

Its such a competitive working world
In order not to appear slack
Everyone is fighting for tasks and jobs to do.
Sigh

RESPECT is the keyword

2010-04-13T13:47:00.002+08:00

Why should there be hate between a couple when they broke off?

Yes, maybe he left you for another gal
Maybe his feelings for you has faded off
Maybe he feels you're not the right girl for him
or Maybe he just decided to MIA one fine day

There's too many reasons why some relationships just didn't work out
But i believe all things happened for a reason

Why don't you choose to think of the good side of him
You have been together with each other for so long
There used to be so much love and happy memories
What kinda person the guy/girl is
The partner should know better than the rest

I would rather think that he's happier now without me
that maybe he's not the right one for me
that I should move on instead of hating him for hurting me

I know this is very subjective
But life is too short to waste on hating people.

2010-04-11T17:39:00.002+08:00

I cannot believe
my own mother
thinks I broke off with him
to be with someone because he has a car

She thinks im getting materalistic

Is this how you brought up me and sis?
When we were young
we got scolded when classmates gave us birthday presents
and we had to actually return those presents to them
We were taught from young
Not to let guys/friends pay for our stuffs
Be it meals or presents
Because we can jolly well afford them ourselves

I cannot recall ever having a bf
Whom I will demand for gifts
asked him to pay for my meals or shopping

Everyone around me knows how big my ego is
How gerenerous I am with my loved ones
How stubborn I can get when come to going dutch

And yet my own mum actually think so lowly of me
Im always so proud of myself for being my mum's daughter
Althought extremely strict,
She molded me into a well-mannered and independent lady

I am so disappointed

2010-04-10T14:57:00.002+08:00

Was on the train to meet gf for Astons dinner last evening
And I saw a couple sitting in front of me
They were quite a eye-catching couple
The guy, fit and suave
The gal, flawless make-up,nice set of teeth
abit ah lian-ish tho,with her gold hair
I cant help looking at them the whole journey

The gal was talking about her family, her past.
I know I was been rude to actually eavesdrops the whole conversation
But the gal was not exactly soft,so I just listened

Anyway,the whole point of writing this down is!
All the way from amk to somerset
The gal just keep talking and talking non stop
Nothing wrong with that,yes
I do that too
But the bf just kept quiet all the way
Nodding his head once awhile to acknowledge her
She was clinging to his arm,head on his shoulder
Looking at him with love
But the bf just fidget with the zipper on his bag
Not once the bf touch her hands or have any form of body contact with her
Or look at her or smile
No sign of affection at all
He was just stoning away

This is just sad
from my point of view
I cannot take it when my guy is affectionless
Imagine me talking happily to my guy
and he just give me the emotionless face
When we go out,no holding hands
I always have to initiate any form of body contact or intimacy

Seriously, I will just ask him to go home

There is no need for overly-displayed of affection
be it in private or in public
But I always thought
when you're in love
somehow these lovey-dovey reactions or expression
will just unconsciously appear.

That's what I always thought.
Well.
Their love is just too hard for me to comprehend

2010-04-06T00:12:00.002+08:00

Sometimes you know
there's certain stuffs or photos
that you see
and it will just affect you,in a bad way

But you still choose to click onto those pages
to read and view
And you let them spoilt your day

I know whats passed is already the past
Everyone has their stories
Why am I still so disturbed by them?

2010-03-27T15:51:00.002+08:00

After working her first midnight shift
1145pm-815am
She still managed to travel from harbourfront to amk
To catch a 3D movie
Just because her boyfriend wants to watch

I was wrong
Her feelings for him
Must have been more than just appreciation
She did love him afterall.

2010-03-10T14:40:00.001+08:00

I cannot get over the look on Nikki's face
when I got off the cab that night
So heartbreaking
Im a bad mummy

2010-03-01T20:01:00.002+08:00

Vulnerable

This is how one will feel when one is no longer in the comfort zone

2010-02-24T18:47:00.003+08:00

This is one of my favorite songs of all time
I used to sing this in choir 10years ago
Till now, the lyrics still make me teary
I cannot single out any favorite line or phrase from this song.
A song that describe exactly how I feel now

Both Sides Now
Joni Mitchell

Bows and flows of angel hair and ice cream castles in the air
And feather canyons everywhere, I've looked at clouds that way
But now they only block the sun they rain and snow on everyone
So many things I would have done, but clouds got in my way

I've looked at clouds from both sides now
From up and down and still somehow
It's cloud's illusions I recall
I really don't know clouds at all

Moons and Junes and ferris wheels the dizzy dancing way you feel
As every fairy tale comes real, I've looked at love that way
But now it's just another show, you leave 'em laughin when you go
And if you care don't let them know, don't give yourself away

I've looked at love from both sides now
From give and take and still somehow
It's love's illusions I recall
I really don't know love at all

Tears and fears and feeling proud, to say, "I love you" right out loud
Dreams and schemes and circus crowds, I've looked at life that way
But now old friends are acting strange they shake their heads, they say
I've changed
But something's lost but something's gained in living every day

I've looked at life from both sides now
From win and lose and still somehow
It's life's illusions I recall
I really don't know life at all

2010-02-22T01:20:00.003+08:00

To The Most Wonderful Boyfriend I Ever Have

I'm sorry I have to say all those things to you
I cannot explain why I feel this way
I cannot recall when I actually started feeling this way
Its not easy for me
I'm never one to express my personal life on my blog
But what Im feeling now is too overwhelming for me

You're one of the sweetest guy I have met
My wonderful boyfriend
I have no complaint about you
You treat me like a queen
I never have to wash a single thing at your house
You remember every single thing I said
You made sure I get what I want
You cooked for me all the time
You spoilt me like a baby
You're my longest relationship
For the 2years with you
I have never never feel sad
never never feel insecure
never never feel jealous before
Im like a little kitten in your hands
Always been pampered and loved by you

I wanted love
You gave it to me everyday
I wanted freedom
You gave it to me without hesitation
I wanted a family
You gave me Nikki

I don't know if I have made the right choice
I know I might not be able to find any guy who will love me
as much as you do
Someone who will love me the way you do
Someone who always let me have my way
Someone who bring me water when I said Im thirsty
Someone who wipe dirt off my feet in public
Someone who learn how to cook all my fav dishes
Someone who tolerate all my nonsenses and grumbly-ness
Someone who love me despite all my mistakes and flaw
But I know I have to do this now
I cannot hold on anymore

You're right
No one loves Nikki as much as I love her
So you should know how hard is it for me
To let go of everything I have created with you

Im sorry Nikki
Im sorry Boyfriend
Im sorry I decided to let go
Im sorry

Love,
Nikki's Mum

2010-02-19T12:55:00.002+08:00

She said,

"While you're in love,
be totally immersed in it.
And while its gone,
say good bye
and be totally finished with it.

Don't let the idea lingers in your mind.
There are many strangers available in the world
Who knows?
Love has left you
simply so that you can find a better stranger."

2010-02-15T14:04:00.001+08:00

Run
Rosalind
Run

2010-02-13T19:10:00.000+08:00

I got teary while watching him eat

2010-02-13T18:16:00.000+08:00

They were so in love
So happy
Now?

2010-02-03T01:34:00.003+08:00

Its sad
When you wanted something real bad
But its not available to you

But its more heart-breaking
When you wanted something real bad
And its available to you

But for some reason
You still cant have it

2010-02-02T14:11:00.002+08:00

Why do dolphins stay in the ocean?
Whats the purpose of eating shark's fins?
What must cool off?
Are you getting the new job?

Why are there so many difficult questions?
And no one is telling me the answers.

2010-01-30T13:46:00.002+08:00

Have I really changed?

Things that I craved for
Wishes that I hoped for
Words that I waited for
Feelings that I held on to
Comfort that I seek in

Suddenly all of that
Do not seems that important anymore

Have I really changed?

Have I changed because of you?

2010-01-27T20:10:00.000+08:00

Way Back Into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

I've been looking for someone to she'd some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!

2010-01-26T22:35:00.000+08:00

"Age is an issue of mind over matter
If you don't mind, it doesn't matter."

-Mark Twain

2010-01-21T16:38:00.000+08:00

He said,
"Everyone can tell she's being very nice to me.
But they can also tell im trying to avoid her."

sorry I have to quote from you.
It reminds me of myself 5 years ago.

Love is a complicating affair.

2010-01-14T01:15:00.001+08:00

When's the last time you feel like you're 18 yr old again?

2010-01-13T01:23:00.002+08:00

Everyone
Anyone
Can have an impact in your life
Do something that change your thinking

So many people/ incidents have changed me
Thats why I'm who I am today

Im sure I have made impacts
In someone's life as well
Maybe good
Maybe bad

So how much good impacts have I really left on you?

2010-01-09T13:33:00.000+08:00

I finally found what I'm looking for
But now
I'm not sure if I really wanna get it

2010-01-09T00:50:00.000+08:00

I was just wondering
At this very moment
What are you doing

2010-01-07T15:55:00.000+08:00

"You Know Me"
Robbie Williams

If a man could beat his own fancy
Then to only breed in captivity
Is pointless
I've been doing what I like when I like how I like it's joyless
Only you know me

I'm doin' fine
And the sun often shines
What are you thinking?
At the worst of my mind
With this thunderbird wine
Baby, I'm drinking

What a waste of all this peace ,
Baby steps and two more sleeps
Till I get to say sorry
I get hysterical, historical; of love is just chemical
Give us something to stop me
Only you know me

Since you went away, my heart breaks everyday
You don't know cos you're not there
You simply found the words to make a lot of feelings fade away -or (our model feelings)
Only you know me

I'm doin' fine
And the sun often shines
What are you thinking?
At the worst of my mind
With this thunderbird wine
Baby, I'm drinking-
Only you know me

Since you went away, my heart breaks everyday
You don't know cos you're not there
You simply found the words to make a lot of feelings fade away-or (our model feelings)
Only you know me
Only you know me

Since you went away, my heart breaks everyday
You don't know cos you're not there
You simply found the words to make a lot of feelings fade away-or (our model feelings)
Only you know me
Only you know me
Only you
Only you
Only you know me

2010-01-05T20:52:00.001+08:00

You thought no one knows what you're up to
But the truth is
Someone is watching you
Alot of 'someone' is watching you...

Stalkers on the loose!

2010-01-05T20:40:00.002+08:00

Sometimes it amazes me what a smile can do
Or a firm handshake
Or a good joke
Or a simple bus journey
Or the way technology advances nowadays..

2010-01-05T20:31:00.004+08:00

One of the best way to celebrate festive season

Is with your loved one

Although those trees blocked half of the fireworks that night

Although we are not dressed up
Although we are superbly sober
Although we got bitten by ants and mosquitoes
Although there's no hunks for us to drool at

I'm so glad I have you with me
To welcome the new year

This is how a perfect countdown should be.

2009-12-28T16:41:00.002+08:00

It feels good to see you again
After such long time.
To know that you still remember me
And the things we talked about in the past.

2009-12-22T13:49:00.001+08:00

Reminder to myself:

You should not
Because of ur gf/bf
And stop doing what you like

2009-12-03T14:48:00.001+08:00

Many people become confused when they fall in love.
People don't realise that love is not enough.

2009-11-23T17:38:00.001+08:00

So many stuffs to learn
So many books to read
So many places to visit

Yet so little time
And money

2009-11-09T15:36:00.001+08:00

One should not always too kind or generous to others
Because they will just take you for granted
Again and Again

2009-11-03T16:48:00.001+08:00

"We were once young
We fell in love
Without hesitation
Without holding back"

"It just feel right."

2009-10-27T16:11:00.000+08:00

Am I really getting older?

After bathing and blow-drying Nikki
and brushing her
(30min)

I fell asleep almost immediately!

And I din even play with Nikki.

Big Boo...

2009-10-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

Alcohol always brings out the devil in me.
Or maybe I'm plain evil

2009-10-12T13:21:00.000+08:00

Am I really not good enough?

2009-10-07T13:43:00.001+08:00

When Will I Ever Have The Courage To Speak Out Whats Really On My Mind?

When Will I Ever Have The Courage To Be Myself Again?

2009-09-28T16:36:00.002+08:00

I realised
People tend to do more immature stuffs when they get older.

Backstabbing
Evil Plotting
Control Freak
Getting drunk

Mind your own business
For god sake
Grow up, bitch!

2009-09-16T15:55:00.000+08:00

This got to be my worst menses month ever!

I cant sleep for continuous 2 days

Kill me ba.....

2009-09-04T16:01:00.002+08:00

No one will understand how we feel.

No one will understand how much this mean to us.

No one will take photo with this.
And no one will be as proud as us!!!!!

We're an A!!!!!

2009-08-26T13:53:00.000+08:00

What's wrong with having guy friend?

Whats wrong with having guy friend who has tattoos?

Big Boo....